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you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down.
skin by: Jane
Monday, March 26, 2007 @ Monday, March 26, 2007

i feel so pissed and sad at the same time. such a close friend...but yet drifting apart...you mean just saying something would just scare the freak out of her? like wth mann... you mean you can't stand up for your rights? you just can't face it? and like...urghh... i have NO idea how to express myself. i just feel like screaming...but i have no idea where and when to do that. it was a very rare friendship i had..and yet it just...snapped in mid-air. and it's not sarah im talking about. it's another. wished it would never end...but it just stopped. you mean splitting classes = splitting up a close friendship? wth are you thinking? i hope this person doesn't read this...or else she might realllyy think it's her... X= but i have no choice. i have no other place to express my feelings.
im thinking.. if she really goes away... what would that little group become of ? i didn't know that little thing would affect me. was i just too sensitive or is it just them? what have i become of? was that little friendship that important to me? like hello ..? we've only known each other for only at least a year. other people can last for 10 years and still as close as ever. but what about us? 1 year and it's up. i don't know wether to talk to her about it or just keep mum. should i just solve it or just wait for 9 months to pass and just walk on?
why is it that only we encounter this problem? other friendships doesn't break...they don't just break...they EXPAND their clique. and what about us? you mean we're not adventurous enough to fish for new friends? i've been thinking for many days. and at last i told a friend. a friend whom i could express my feelings to. someone who understands how i feel. but what about that close friend i once had? she has no feelings? she only cares about herself ? then why do i still continue to shove her to one side until she cant even stand straight?
well i guess she knows who she is. so i guess i have said enough for one day.
shavonne-//